WARNING: If you are sensitive to posts about body image (weight), self esteem and depression, be cautious on this blog. And are you currently in recovery from an eating disorder, please close this website and talk whoever is responsible for your treatment.
And if you happen to be one of those people who have so little knowledge about eating disorders that you are actually LOOKING to develop one because you think it will help you lose weight, then leave right now. You do NOT want this hell.

I just want to say that this is no "pro-anorexia" or "pro-bulimia" blog. I do not wish this hell upon ANYONE. For me, this is like a diary. It's a tool that I use to help myself get through my bad days, and become more reflective. Comments are well appreciated. Thanks for reading this!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

TODAY is the day!

My first group session starts today and I'm wrecked. I look like a ghost, my face almost as pale as my blonde hair.
Time to reflect a little:

Why am I scared?

- My grandma will be there, and what if she brings up my weight loss? This is a worst case scenario for me because I feel like it's really personal and I'd be so humiliated.
- What if the others don't like me?
- What am I going to do if something happens?

Ugh, so many worries. Come on, it's not like any of them will actually come true.

On another note, my energy is back! And I'm going to school. Ahh, so exciting (will kill some time).
Posted by Missy at 10:56 am

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