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And if you happen to be one of those people who have so little knowledge about eating disorders that you are actually LOOKING to develop one because you think it will help you lose weight, then leave right now. You do NOT want this hell.

I just want to say that this is no "pro-anorexia" or "pro-bulimia" blog. I do not wish this hell upon ANYONE. For me, this is like a diary. It's a tool that I use to help myself get through my bad days, and become more reflective. Comments are well appreciated. Thanks for reading this!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Tomorrow is my first group session. I'm very nervous. To be honest, I don't want to go at all. If I was strong enough, I would walk into my psychologist's office and tell him that I'm done, just like that.

I have a doctor's appointment coming up on the 3rd. It will be very hard, but I'm going to ask if she can refer me back to the ward dealing with eating disorders. I definitely don't want any more hospitalizations, but I need someone to talk to who will understand what I'm going through and not just let me lie them straight in the face. it's just not right.

I'm underweight, and I keep losing. I need some advice. I need help. But I don't know if I really want it. And I know better than anyone what happens when I get treatment without really wanting it.

Me as of yesterday (November 22nd, 2010)
Posted by Missy at 2:05 pm

2 comments:

  1. Camilla DesiréNovember 23, 2010 8:37 pm

    du vet at du har samme navn som den gamle bloggen min?
    hhehe

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  2. MissyNovember 24, 2010 10:55 am

    Har jeg det? xD Ahaha, si fra hvis du vil jeg skal endre det altså

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